Sigh .

I'm tired of putting everything out there just to be given the short end of the stick . Seems like the more I try the more things get worse, but if I didn't try then it wouldn't be any better then trying . I know I'm not the only one who goes through hard times, but why does it seem like whenever I hear someone else talk about hard times it only seems like they only refer to themselves as the only one going through hard and depressing times . I'm sure that there are several people in the world who's either gone through situations where they would want to just give up and quit . I've even been there, but I got through it . Most problems are only temporary and then some last a while but eventually the problem gets solved . I don't find myself being a hardcore Christian and I don't read my bible as often as most people, but I do have a firm belief taking ones own life would not only be throwing away the gift of life presented to you not only by your parents and your ancestors; but also throwing away the gift of life that had been initially been given to you by God .

Girlfriend & I just had one of the biggest arguments/fights we've had . I probably caused it, but at the same time she didn't have to be the way she was acting . I would apologize to her, but she probably wouldn't accept my apology anyways . I probably screwed things up once again, in my usual fashion and I'll probably hate myself forever for it . If she was reading this I'd tell her how much I didn't mean what I said before and how much of an idiot I was . I would tell her how much she meant to me and how much I need her . I'd tell her how sorry I am and if I could rewind time I would have dealt with the situation instead of taking the easy&stupid way out . So many things are going through my mind at the moment, but anyways I'll conclude this blogpost . ihavetocleanthedishesbye ! And if your reading this babe... I'm sorry ..

First Post Whut ?

The blog lives ! .. kinda . Made another blog due to me not being able to remember my other account & I felt like making a new one anyways . Will probably add some more stuff to this due to the page looking so .. empty . Oddly enough it took me 3 hours to make this .. 2 of those hours were used to think of a name for the blog ..
I felt like venting a bit also, but at the moment I'm not even bothered anymore & I'm dead tired (To lazy to actually type a long-winded speech about how life is well, life .) On that note, I'll be heading to bed .

Also, to whoever reads any of this; "this" being my blog, welcome to the blank-ish page of mine . Leave comments & such saying whatever or you could just be some creepers visiting my page . Whatever floats your boat, mang . kaynaobedbye !